He moved to Florida for me :3

Yea...He's here now...it's really strange to see him every day...

I had a hell of a two weeks...I flew to NY for Thanksgiving week and had planned on going to work M-W afterwards..but ended up getting sick.  I stayed home M-W, then flew to Iowa on Thursday.  I stayed in Iowa until Saturday morning, then we drove down here...and now..we're here <3

I hope things go well between us.  It was now or never.

What a Dream...

So last night I had a nightmare where I made my Ex feel like shit.  I made him hurt the way I hurt when he broke things off.  I had him crying so I turned away from him, when I turned back, he had a gun pointed at me.

I'm sure it's because I saw Carrie & Psycho on Halloween...but regardless...that dream was unnerving.

"I don't think I love you."

Happy Birthday to me!

I'm turning 23!

This is going to be an amazing birthday.  I can feel it.  <3

Why the F*CK can't I get a damn job?!

I have a folder of applications I've submitted within the past 3-6 months.  It's huge.

I just want a damn job so I can get the hell out of my parents house, move in with Richy and make babies.  Is that too much ask for?  lol..

When I do get a job, - and when we are ready to move in together - we plan on taking a road trip.  I'll fly up and we'll drive down to Florida or New York (whichever state I get a job in) and have a blasty blast.  It'll be a mini vacation until we get married.  Then our honeymoon will be in Ireland. <3 Then we can make lots and lots of pretty mixed babies. lolz

But until then, I'm gonna be going damn crazy.  I'm a legal sexretary for F*ck's sake....someone needs to hire me! >.<